多少次我告诫自己(多少次我告诫自己是什么歌)

感觉自己注定一生就是一个孤独的人！

I feel that I am destined to be a lonely person all my life!

没有人能陪着我终老！每每一想起这些心里的恐慌，无助！

No one can accompany me to die! Every time I think of these panic and helplessness in my heart!

我不能说给任何人听！只有无数次告诉自己傻瓜你除了坚强别无选择！也是我今生无法弥补的遗憾！

I can't tell anyone! Only tell yourself countless times, fool, you have no choice but to be strong! It's also a regret that I can't make up in this life!

酸楚的眼泪在没人的角落流完了！剩下的只有面对众人时的微笑和坚强！

Sad tears in no one's corner flow over! The only thing left is to smile and be strong in front of everyone!

我要为自己而活，为爱我的人和我爱人的而活！大多和我一样阅历的人都有领悟吧？生不逢时，不被理解的痛楚占据我整颗心灵，可是倔强的心始终不肯屈服！挣扎着前行着……

I want to live for myself, for the people who love me and my lover! Do most people who have the same experience as me understand it? Untimely, the pain of not being understood occupied my whole heart, but my stubborn heart always refused to yield! Struggling forward…